Category Archives: Journal Entry

coming home…

As it is and always will be… My heart coming home. Anam Cara. I am always awed, touched, humbled by the depth and intensity of our hearts together. We hugged and cried and laughed and kissed and reminisced and talked … Continue reading

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Stepping back in here on a more permanent basis

The past few years here has taken a turn I feel is less than…changed in a way I don’t like or can’t appreciate, and don’t exactly know what to do with it because it’s different now…and I’m not at all … Continue reading

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healing

Thank you for the healing, my beloved Anam Cara. Not that I’m surprised. Your visits have been too many in too short a time. I needed to hear from you today.  Needed you to open the door and allow me … Continue reading

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release…

And sometimes, like tonight, I long for the release inside the haze of drugs…temporarily out of my head…and free…    

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not easy

Nope.  I’m not easy.  But, I’m not particularly difficult, either.  Complicated? Well….I prefer to think of it as…many faceted.  I’m human, after all. My love of Black n White notwithstanding…..Few things in life are actually black and white. Mostly, I … Continue reading

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a microscopic truth

As I peel back the layers I find many microscopic truths. My truths. Monogamy: Been there, done that and it worked; until it didn’t. My criteria for practicing monogamy is pretty narrow.  If it weren’t,  I would use some other … Continue reading

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through the looking glass

I talked to my roommate about this. And then sent it along to his metamour.  I know my roommate heard me, and understands.  The other acknowledges there is truth in the below. But we have not talked face to face.  … Continue reading

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of butterfly wings and kisses

she fluttered about lazily before gently landing on my shoulder; whispering in my ear a song of sadness of strength and of love… my pen no longer flows for him. we walk together in this, you and i. i replied, … Continue reading

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in a blink

There have been too many, too many times I questioned myself, my love, my heart. Believing words I was wrong, when it’s not what I felt in my heart, or what I felt in yours. I cannot. I will not … Continue reading

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balance, forgiveness and complicity

I walk along the edge of the sword today. On the one side of the sword is forgiveness, the other side if the sword is blame. The longer I walk the edge, the deeper the cuts on my feet. It’s … Continue reading

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trinkets in the sand

carry me to your shores let the water heal my wounds and cleanse my soul carry me to your shores let me gather trinkets in the sand carry me to your shores feed me the fruit of your heart before … Continue reading

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