Category Archives: Life Interrupted

The Zen 2 X 4

Stepping back in here on a more permanent basis

The past few years here has taken a turn I feel is less than…changed in a way I don’t like or can’t appreciate, and don’t exactly know what to do with it because it’s different now…and I’m not at all … Continue reading

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not easy

Nope.  I’m not easy.  But, I’m not particularly difficult, either.  Complicated? Well….I prefer to think of it as…many faceted.  I’m human, after all. My love of Black n White notwithstanding…..Few things in life are actually black and white. Mostly, I … Continue reading

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a microscopic truth

As I peel back the layers I find many microscopic truths. My truths. Monogamy: Been there, done that and it worked; until it didn’t. My criteria for practicing monogamy is pretty narrow.  If it weren’t,  I would use some other … Continue reading

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magick

Ever so carefully she threaded each one on to the length of black sateen ribbon she had put aside for this task. When she was done, and even more carefully, she slowly let her fingers travel along the ancient stone … Continue reading

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*gasps*

Look Into My Eyes “Look into my eyes,” He would say to me. Exploring Sacred Sexuality. “Look into my eyes,” As our bodies danced, Mingling of our souls, Put me in a trance. “Look into my eyes,” As he’d thrust … Continue reading

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blood bath

Blood pools on the floor, pours from the windows, seeps between cracks in the castle walls. Rivulets of red trickle down the hills tainting the sea below. Hands of the King covered in blood Rosy lipped Maidens lay dead on … Continue reading

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on turning back time

No, wishing to turn back the clock of time won’t help. Or waving magic wands for an undoing of some sort. What bought us to this place of evaluating, of questioning, of sorting out ourselves and others were the actions … Continue reading

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opting out

It was not an agonizing decision. We were all supposed to gather tomorrow evening to raise a glass to him. His birthday was Tuesday. Muse was with him over the weekend and left the things I gathered in Cali just … Continue reading

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home at last

When he handed me the program and the pictures of you the tears instantly gushed down my cheeks and on to the floor. Another puddle of salt water in the wake of my grief. He peeked ever so gently into … Continue reading

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TM cuz that’s who you are in my phone & that’s how it will stay

I thought of you today as I gazed on that empty bottle of wine. My favorite. But you knew that. So touched I was you remembered, and went to extra lengths to bring it back from New Mexico especially for … Continue reading

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distractions

I have kept myself busy the past few days in an effort to distract my mind from wandering into to the darkness of anger and blame. Music plays on the computer from the time I get up until after I … Continue reading

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Tomorrows

Next week I travel again. This time I am taking a break to see a very special and close friend; my spiritual mentor. There is no one on this earth who heals me and protects me like he does. Gene … Continue reading

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2 Women & A Dragon

They stood more than arms length apart eying each other warily and pretending the smiles were genuine. There was no hate in their hearts, only grudging acceptance. And so they continued like this for many moons, dart for dart, dagger … Continue reading

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Every Woman

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE … enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to…. something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her … Continue reading

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Lust and Love

Do you use the sword of Lust and Love to wage your wars? Kill or be killed? Take no prisoners? Seen as weapons, *we* use them to kill. Seen as Masters to serve, we *are* killed. Exciting but ultimately shallow … Continue reading

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